november445ll
Member
- Jan 26, 2026
- 5
im finally doing it properly, buying good rope, ect. im 5'5 and 60-70kg. im buying a 12mm, 5 meter polyester rope. im buying a shorter rope since the bar ill be hanging from is high enough from the ground, but not SO high that when im hanging, i wont touch the floor (since the rope extends when the noose tightens) fingers crossed, ill get it right this time. today ive got a psych appt, but i know no matter what meds i test out, ill still feel like shit, mentally and physically. Living just feels like im being dragged through thick mud lol.
