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Anon_Guy

Anon_Guy

2025 IS MY YEAR
Dec 29, 2024
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Don't know if you're allowed to have one here, delete it if not I guess.

Dear journal, today it's 10/02/25

I'm still planning on SN as my method because of all the advantages compared to the other ones but, my god, it's taking so looooong.
The SN? I got it.
Meto? A website is telling me I'll get it in 36 days ... if it doesn't get lost on the way (36 full daaaaays urgh)
Benzo? I tried but I didn't find how I can get some...
(Medical drugs are harder to get than a powder which literally kills you if you drink it, what the hell?)

Anyway, I guess everyday I'm moving a little bit and a little bit more towards my goal but yeah ... fighting the urge to just drink the SN without any supplementary drug is a real challenge.
And there is a certain probability I'll fail it...

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