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cvury

cvury

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May 20, 2025
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My routine: get up at 10AM, go to work, cope at the gym, go home and goon, eat, shower, play the game until 3AM, goon one last time, and then sleep, repeat. Weekends vary. I've never had a girlfriend and im a virgin, i work a dead end retail job, it has never been so over. I want to have a family one day but I can barely get out of bed and talk to people, let alone go to work everyday. I don't have any money to do any activities or social events being on minimum wage. I cry to sleep every night with no one to hold. If this is going to be my life then I don't want it anymore. Anyone else relate to this?
 
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Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

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Oct 7, 2025
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The more I keep my routine monotonous, the bigger the emptiness gets.
 

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