Hey all. I'm serious about it this time. I'm looking for advice on how I should CTB.
I am a college student in a large midwest city in the US. I want to shoot myself with a revolver or 50ae pressed to my head behind my ear. I'd prefer to be looking at the stars and the galaxy in my final moments.
I'm trying to put together my plan and I need help with some problems. I had an ED visit in March. I would be reluctant to use SN bc the videos are pretty brutal but I would also attempt if I had N, F, and morphine. (I would ingest them in a body of water) but I would really like to see the stars in my final moments.
I have literally zero family and $1200 to my name. I'm very clumsy so a complicated setup is a no go. I do however have extensive experience injecting drugs.
Looking for advice. Thanks all.
I am a college student in a large midwest city in the US. I want to shoot myself with a revolver or 50ae pressed to my head behind my ear. I'd prefer to be looking at the stars and the galaxy in my final moments.
I'm trying to put together my plan and I need help with some problems. I had an ED visit in March. I would be reluctant to use SN bc the videos are pretty brutal but I would also attempt if I had N, F, and morphine. (I would ingest them in a body of water) but I would really like to see the stars in my final moments.
I have literally zero family and $1200 to my name. I'm very clumsy so a complicated setup is a no go. I do however have extensive experience injecting drugs.
Looking for advice. Thanks all.
