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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Dead inside
Nov 1, 2025
195
I have been through so much mental suffering in this life. People have always either abused or abandoned me. Including my own family. Never once have I experienced peace. I absolutely hate living as a result.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
Me too. I hope you'll find some relief on this forum and I wish you peace 🕊️
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
Thank you. I wish you peace as well.
Many thanks 🙏 I'm here like a ghost, isolated in a cold apartment (rainy and dark outside - 1st november - depressed as always - mental and physical pain = top notch conditions for suicidal ideation...)
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
196
My life was cursed more for learning disability and vision issues in my right eye.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Dead inside
Nov 1, 2025
195
My life was cursed more for learning disability and vision issues in my right eye.
I can relate actually. I too have vision problems, but the eye affected is my left eye. Learning can also be difficult for me due to a disability I was born with.
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
Welcome to the forum!
I can relate to the feeling of never once being granted a moment of peace in my life.
I hope you will have a pleasant experience here 💜
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,583
welcome to sasu,
I am very sorry that you were treated so badly by people,
I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you deserve 🫂:heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,079
It's just so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing, it really sounds like you've suffered so much, I'm sorry you suffer, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
196
I can relate actually. I too have vision problems, but the eye affected is my left eye. Learning can also be difficult for me due to a disability I was born with.
But the weird part is it only affects half of my eye on the out side part. I think it has to do with an extra DNA I have that is causing the issue. It seems to interfere with the eye.

I do love your ID name and the saying you put down. It definitely sums up my all my life.
 
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Black Sheep One

Black Sheep One

Member
Mar 4, 2023
93
Jeremiah 20:14...
 
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Nightfoot

Mage
Aug 7, 2025
549
Sorry life has done you this way. I hope you can find some peace.
 

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