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Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
548
About two hours ago, I got everything ready. The tub, the chair, I took one of the simcards off my phone. I was determined. But then just in the nick of time, my parents knock on the door. Fortunately they didn't suspect anything was off. I will have to try next time again.
Fucking hell, I almost forgot to take the dining chair from the bathroom too
I feel so embarrassed now
This was my method: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/
I'm stuck in limbo once again, but I want to thank my friends on SS for not making my life boring.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,993
I'm sorry you are going through this. I can imagine it must be frustrating to have everything prepared and then be unable to go through with it. Of course, the option is always there to leave this world, if it is what you decide to do. I wish you well.
 

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