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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
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I'm waiting for my divorce to be completed and then it's CTB time.

I was about to FSH twice and I convinced myself that I must wait for my divorce to be finalised. Without the divorce my inheritance situation will be a mess and for sure I don't want to leave my property to my ex-wife. She's one of the reasons I want to CTB but its more complicated.

On a positive note, I'm starting a new job next week and it's going to be remote, so at least I'll be able to fill my days with something productive because the last 2 months unemployment have been a mess.

It's frustrating... I just wanted to vent a bit.
 
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Alpacachino

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How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
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Congrats on the new job. I hope the new year goes better for you.

Also.A Sandman fan?Nice!
 
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Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
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Sandman was great, both seasons.

I hope time flies and lawyers work quickly, although with the holidays, I doubt it.
 
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congrats on the new job, remote even, it's becoming increasingly hard to get one
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
71
What a stupid turn of events today.

I got offered a job at a big oil company at the operations dept of a refinery. It's a very easy office job, the only downside is that sometimes you have to go work at 4 in the morning instead of the usual 8.
However, I will turn it down. As I mentioned before I already accepted a work from home job and as I'm already planning to CTB Next month (hopefully) there's no point in accepting the refinery job. It makes things complicated for no reason as I'd have to resign from one and then get hired by the other, plus I'd have to drive there...
No need to complicate my life.
 
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