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Dec 26, 2025
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When i feel extremely suicidal I go on shady chat sites and try to arrange my own murder. I've had little luck, most want to fuck more than anythimg else but I've had a few takers. I always chicken out but i get bolder each time I do it. Does this make me crazy?
 
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No joy, no peace. Apathy reigns supreme
Aug 8, 2024
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When i feel extremely suicidal I go on shady chat sites and try to arrange my own murder. I've had little luck, most want to fuck more than anythimg else but I've had a few takers. I always chicken out but i get bolder each time I do it. Does this make me crazy?
Where on earth do you go? I've been looking for this too.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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i can't trust anyone . for example they could torture you or keep you prisoner but never kill you.
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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Are you planning to travel to the country of the killer or you will fly him in or Are you looking for killers just in your country ?
i can't trust anyone . for example they could torture you or keep you prisoner but never kill you.
We can eliminate above risks by making him come to our turf or a safe neutral place. But what he's a Fed ?
 
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Jadotine

Clockwork Clown
Dec 28, 2025
69
This idea definitely came across my mind so many times so you're not crazy...

Although I would not advise going through any shady sites for this as already mentioned there can be some sick people that will take advantage of you (torture, rape, etc) and not even kill you anyway which will leave you worse off
 
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Veszp

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Dec 17, 2025
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I feel like these wont ever really work? Idk maybe they do and people just dont talk about it.
 
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