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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
269
I'm done. I wasn't there for him. I didn't support him. I AM THE ONE SUPPOSED TO CTB. I don't want him to die. I AM SO FUCKING SORRY. I cant stop crying. FUCK. Its all my fault. And nobody is allowed to say otherwise. I can't do this anymore. Maybe it's time I die. MAYBE IT'S FINALLY TIME.
 
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cambrai33

cambrai33

Traveller
Nov 3, 2021
386
I'm done. I wasn't there for him. I didn't support him. I AM THE ONE SUPPOSED TO CTB. I don't want him to die. I AM SO FUCKING SORRY. I cant stop crying. FUCK. Its all my fault. And nobody is allowed to say otherwise. I can't do this anymore. Maybe it's time I die. MAYBE IT'S FINALLY TIME.
Maybe it's time to support him as best you can, you are both alive, nothing is over yet

You can change the past but it's up to you what you do now, sorry this has made you feel so shit
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are in this situation. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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LADY007

LADY007

Specialist
Feb 25, 2020
373
I'm done. I wasn't there for him. I didn't support him. I AM THE ONE SUPPOSED TO CTB. I don't want him to die. I AM SO FUCKING SORRY. I cant stop crying. FUCK. Its all my fault. And nobody is allowed to say otherwise. I can't do this anymore. Maybe it's time I die. MAYBE IT'S FINALLY TIME.
Please have a really hard cry before you do anything. Just cry it all out then calm down and think about what you want. I know how you feel. My friend did that when we were in 7th grade. Hurts like hell.
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
I hope you're able to support him when he gets out.
 
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