Music While Planning Or CTB?

[Zoloft Muncher]

When I was depressed and suicidal I would listen to a ton of music while planning and preparing for my death.

I remember I listened this Russian song a lot (Russian is my second native language) while I would roam my town at night while planning out my suicide. I would also listen to "castle of glass" a lot. I was wondering if ya'll had your own music you are or were listening to while planning out your death and so on.

 

[FallFromGrace]

I put together a playlist of favorites that I want to have playing when I ctb, but while I wait I've also just been listening to it on occasion during my drives or whatever.

 

[totheendofinfinity]

I have a little playlist of vocaloid songs I would like to hear when I ctb. If it goes as planned I should be able to fade out peacefully while listening to the songs I thought it would be nice to die to. Here is one.

 

[leaftomb]

i'm not sure how it started but when i'd hurt myself or plan to CTB, i usually listen to roses for the dead by funeral for a friend or nothing to lose by billy talent. i can't pick which song i want to be my last though, so i have a little playlist prepared already and i guess fate (or more so Spotify) will choose which one I'll go toX) it's mostly just some mcr anyway

 

[Onelegman]

I've prepared a playlist of 6+ hours until CTB and a few songs for after drinking SN.
Without music I'm not me.