Money

[scratchinglemons]

How low would it be to cut myself for money or let guys with necro and somnophilia kinks fuck me up for money. At rhis point, I'm too much of a baby to kill myself and too depressed to find a third job.The worst part is i need more cash.

 

[AngelTear]

These are terrible ideas...

But ngl I've thought about making and selling my own self harm images and videos for money since I'm unemployed
(my parents are too so there's absolutely NO income)
Or like being kept by some rich freak that pays me/cares for me to just be as mentally ill as possible...

It's fucked, so fucked
I prefer to destroy my body by my own hands and not by the hands of another

 

[scratchinglemons]

These are terrible ideas...

But ngl I've thought about making and selling my own self harm images and videos for money since I'm unemployed
(my parents are too so there's absolutely NO income)
Or like being kept by some rich freak that pays me/cares for me to just be as mentally ill as possible...

It's fucked, so fucked
I prefer to destroy my body by my own hands and not by the hands of another

No I get that, though. I've had the same thoughts. It's fucked up and I know it's not a good idea, but i think for me atleast, I'm just too much of a loser at this point. I personally don't have a reason or a want to live or care for myself unless it's for someone else. Maybe you do, so before selling or anything, just know that if you do start, you have to be committed and there's no going back. Some people are real freaks for that stuff.