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Faith.fornow

Faith.fornow

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Feb 4, 2026
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Finally going to have enough money to ctb. I've been feeling more and more prepared it honestly feels almost hopeful. I got my will written out and it's ready to print just gotta pack some stuff up and I'm pretty much ready.
 
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copioushopelessness

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What is your method? If you don't mind me asking.
 
Faith.fornow

Faith.fornow

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Feb 4, 2026
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What is your method? If you don't mind me asking.
Partial hanging I'll be using a hoist rope and a rag for padding and making sure the the rope us high under my neck and the knot is directly behind my neck. My method for partial hanging position will be in an image below but it will be a little different having my knees assumed in a position behind my shoulders if that makes sense rather than a full kneeling position. I'm planning on getting a bottle of alcohol to help with SI, I'll be smoking weed aswell.
 

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larplarpsahur

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Feb 3, 2026
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Partial hanging I'll be using a hoist rope and a rag for padding and making sure the the rope us high under my neck and the knot is directly behind my neck. My method for partial hanging position will be in an image below but it will be a little different having my knees assumed in a position behind my shoulders if that makes sense rather than a full kneeling position. I'm planning on getting a bottle of alcohol to help with SI, I'll be smoking weed aswell.
goodluck bro i hope you find your peace 🙏
 
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Trilly

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Feb 9, 2026
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Good luck. I envy you, I don't even have alcohol or weed.
 
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
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Nice profile pic :) have you practiced / do you know your "sweet spot" ? If not maybe a few test runs first. Hope you find peace and freedom. I have enough money for plenty of alcohol and weed, so no problem there lol.
 
Faith.fornow

Faith.fornow

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Nice profile pic :) have you practiced / do you know your "sweet spot" ? If not maybe a few test runs first. Hope you find peace and freedom. I have enough money for plenty of alcohol and weed, so no problem there lol.
Thank you, Haven't performed test runs yet because I still need to buy supplies but I plan on it. I have been feeling my arteries and briefly applying pressure until I feel lightheaded so i have an idea of where my sweet spot is. I also have been looking into some anatomy and I think positioning the rope above my hyoid bone would be most comfortable and efficient. I've posted a image below highlighted for reference.
 

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Thank you, Haven't performed test runs yet because I still need to buy supplies but I plan on it. I have been feeling my arteries and briefly applying pressure until I feel lightheaded so i have an idea of where my sweet spot is. I also have been looking into some anatomy and I think positioning the rope above my hyoid bone would be most comfortable and efficient. I've posted a image below highlighted for reference.
Interesting, I didn't know there was a bone there. I just felt around and there doesn't seem to be any bone above my Adam's apple, but maybe I'm just missing it or it's quite buried beneath tissue.
 
Faith.fornow

Faith.fornow

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Feb 4, 2026
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Interesting, I didn't know there was a bone there. I just felt around and there doesn't seem to be any bone above my Adam's apple, but maybe I'm just missing it or it's quite buried beneath tissue.
The best way I feel mine is like this :Feel above your Adam's apple with your fingers under the tissue if your soft palate under your chin and swallow you will be able to feel it move
 

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