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rigsid

rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
Im in so so so much mental anguish right now.


Please please please please please please can this stop.


I hate waking up to being this. This can't be real.

I just want to die. SN can't come fast enough. Why is the world like this? Im terrified of existing like this.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,608
I've got the psychache too, man. I'm sorry you're going through this. The world would rather not think about us than make the drugs available. Everyone should be able to get MAiD when things go permanently south.
 
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rigsid

rigsid

Hopefully dying on the 14th of March
Jan 31, 2026
110
I've got the psychache too, man. I'm sorry you're going through this. The world would rather not think about us than make the drugs available. Everyone should be able to get MAiD when things go permanently south.
Mm. It is pretty torturous to be like this always.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,652
I really understand as all I want is to be permanently free from this cruel, torturous existence, I just want to never suffer ever again in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I really understand finding it so torturous to exist, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 

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