who knows where it all went wrong. maybe i always was desperate. desperate and insecure to such an extent that it was toxic, it ruined relationships and friendships, getting secure with people. maybe it is all my fault. suicide can address this. I won't have to wake up ever again and face the world that sees me as a spectacle. that would be so nice.
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