Anxieyote
Sobriety over everything else • 31 • Midwest
- Mar 24, 2021
- 444
That's the best way I can describe it. I was in the main chat a few minutes ago, and everything was fine, but it was like a switch flipped and all of a sudden I'm really excited and confused and can't sit still and can't focus.
Has to be a mental illness of some kind (mania I think?) but my mind is doing the thought spaghetti thing again where it just says and thinks words at lightspeed and I can't make it stop.
If I stay in the main chat while this is going on, I know I'm going to say some weird things and disrupt flow of conversations, so making a vent thread is the best option. I just said a lot of nonsense that I had to delete just now. Three paragraphs of words that didn't make much sense. trying to keep things under control.
Has to be a mental illness of some kind (mania I think?) but my mind is doing the thought spaghetti thing again where it just says and thinks words at lightspeed and I can't make it stop.
If I stay in the main chat while this is going on, I know I'm going to say some weird things and disrupt flow of conversations, so making a vent thread is the best option. I just said a lot of nonsense that I had to delete just now. Three paragraphs of words that didn't make much sense. trying to keep things under control.
