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Which one would you personally choose?

  • Hanging

    Votes: 23 63.9%
  • Drowning

    Votes: 4 11.1%
  • Jumping

    Votes: 9 25.0%
  • Collision (With A Car)

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Bugchasing HIV/AIDS

    Votes: 0 0.0%

  • Total voters
    36
Afterglow

Afterglow

the best geoguessr player ever
Feb 22, 2025
361
All of these seem awful.
 
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scary

find your own way to the Knife
May 1, 2024
84
Hanging, jumping, and a car collision sound painful and have very big risks of leaving you crippled, and definitely not HIV for me cause I'm a lesbian and would never do it with a man no matter how much I wanted to die. Drowning from what I've heard could be the most peaceful? I've experienced a split second of "drowning" in the pool as a kid but was immediately saved cause my family was near. I would realistically never try any of these though but it's an interesting poll i'll give you that
 
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LongJacks

Member
Feb 17, 2026
19
Hanging, jumping, and a car collision sound painful and have very big risks of leaving you crippled, and definitely not HIV for me cause I'm a lesbian and would never do it with a man no matter how much I wanted to die. Drowning from what I've heard could be the most peaceful? I've experienced a split second of "drowning" in the pool as a kid but was immediately saved cause my family was near. I would realistically never try any of these though but it's an interesting poll i'll give you that
When I was a kid I also almost drowned so I get the feeling what you mean, it is peaceful
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,800
The last two are not even methods. Modern cars are made insanely safe and you are far more likely to be ok or, worse, alive and maimed. Fry ng to catch AIDS us also a terrible idea. It puts others at risk abs the death is slow and painful.
 
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LongJacks

Member
Feb 17, 2026
19
The last two are not even methods. Modern cars are made insanely safe and you are far more likely to be ok or, worse, alive and maimed. Fry ng to catch AIDS us also a terrible idea. It puts others at risk abs the death is slow and painful.
True thanks for that info, I forgot about the airbags and I don't want to kill anyone so It's true and risky to get AIDS because you can also accidentally give it to others
 
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not much hope

not much hope

Member
Mar 7, 2026
9
jumping is the quickest but differently the most terrifying hanging can work. But also risky since you need a place to suspend yourself from if anyone who can see you will try to save you and will leave you with brain damage if you're discovered during an attempt. Drowning is scary but can cause unconscious fairly quickly. Trying to CTB in a car crash or catching a disease is not really a good method.
 
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DungEater

DungEater

Member
Mar 10, 2026
38
Hate the idea of drowning, nearly did as a kid and it felt pretty awful, might be bias but i imagine jumping (if at the right height) to be easier on the mind
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,638
I just want the method as peaceful and painless as possible, all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake ever again, all I want is the peace of non-existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

TheBiggestNarcissist
Mar 15, 2025
585
I personally wouldn't choose any of these, I'd go with firearms or carbon monoxide poisoning. Two relatively peaceful methods if done correctly.
 
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geepeedee

Member
Feb 24, 2026
65
SN. which doesn't appear to be on your poll
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,600
All of these seem awful.
I was obsessed with hanging for months, read about celebrities who did it, thought it was my method, but when I felt the rope around my neck I went HELL NO. I can't believe so many have made that tradeoff, the strangling pain for peace. That taught me the difference between depression and suicidality. I can't do anything, I can't live everyday life, how am I gonna kill someone?!
 
aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

My Hachikō
Feb 14, 2026
293
i would unironically rather keep living than do any of these lol, the last 2 are by far the worst ones but to ensure death from a car crash youd pretty much guarantee the death of a completely innocent person
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,462
I voted jumping. I don't know if i could do it but there is a very high bridge near me that would certainly do the job. But very well secured by fencing.
I have the rope and it's ready and I've stood there and yet I never really thought I'd step forward. Maybe it is how i go but i couldn't vote that way given my failures
 
nowitscomingback

nowitscomingback

Member
Mar 8, 2026
29
These all seem like terrible ways to go except for hanging. I would prefer involving taking a substance, feels more right and clean that way
 

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