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PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,037
I have been happier the past few days. I haven't woke up hating waking up which is a really big deal for me recently. Have some doctors this week and I am beginning to think everything might be okay. Maybe I just need a fresh start? Been active the past week, going out, seeing my family, and having fun. Tons of great food, wine, and beer while I was visiting. I am sitting in the airport now kinda sad to be going home I will miss them, but I get to come back in January so I'm excited to see them again. I guess I cant say its 100% the medication though my therapist pointed out that I am the one making the steps the medications just help me achieve that. Those dark places seem endless sometimes.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Glad for you. I sincerely hope you can keep this up and get out of this hellhole. What meds are you on?
 
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PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,037
Glad for you. I sincerely hope you can keep this up and get out of this hellhole. What meds are you on?
Currently Depakote ER and Lexapro.
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
575
Great to hear. Best of luck to you.
 
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DeathBecomesMe

DeathBecomesMe

Student
Sep 9, 2018
143
Good for you Patkat! I think most important is to make the effort and give it your best shot if you can. Once you've done that, there's always another time to throw in the towel if need be.
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
I'm really happy for you! Maybe you can move on and out from here and see a brighter future! (like most people here I'm pro CHOICE not pro SUICIDE so I think it's great when people get better/decide not to CTB).
 
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Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
Currently Depakote ER and Lexapro.

Good news that you're feeling better.

Does lexapro increase your appetite? I just started it a couple of weeks ago and I'm ravenous. And my stupid skin is breaking out.
 
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