Discussion Maybe some people were never meant to exist

[MissWannaLive]

As in the topic this is my take. I've been thinking with yet another break down that maybe the suicidal people were just never meant to live in the first place? Not as a hatred but instead that maybe in some big plan of the universe we all were meant to be somewhere else. Maybe we had already belonged somewhere else and were forcefully brought to earth? Maybe that's the reason why we all suffer and feel out of place.
People often say "In another life I would be xxx" but I want to counter that with I wish there wouldn't be any possibility of another life. I do want to believe that there isn't another reincarnation after death and that simply we are set free from the shackles that earth put on us.
I do not think I'm making much sense right now as I'm writing this as I cannot fully express my thought. However anyone having similiar or different outlook on the purpose of existence is much appreciated to expand the post.

 

[Hope;ess Fear]

I understand what you mean. I've never felt right in this world. Maybe it's just because of the mental issues, but I as a kid I always wondered when I would go Home. Not to my house, even there I wondered. When would I go to my real Home?

My mom had a pregnancy before me that miscarried. Sometimes I wonder if that baby ended up in the world I was really supposed to be in. Or maybe she just went to oblivion, never having to know the pain of life.

I wish so much for that. No reincarnation, no "endless paradise". Just nothing. No thoughts, no feelings, I just want it all to stop.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I was certainly never meant for something as torturous and deeply undesirable as existence and I just never should had suffered at all, to me existence truly is an abomination, I see existence as a mistake that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I'm meant for is the peace of eternal sleep.