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thesilentoceans

thesilentoceans

hope is a mental illness
Jan 14, 2024
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i was thinking was this weirdfeeling is this suffocation in my stomach and short breaths like im always suffocating people saying why im so serious everytime, not understanding their jokes and humor, depressed face....
maybe im yearning for those places i always like my head. everytime i think if i would ever get to see those places live there it turns into fucking breakdown like i had yesterday. i feel like im trapped in this stupid place forever and world is going to leave me behind but this does not bother me much. i actually hate people i want to alone and wish that im alone in the future too. i just want to go to the places i see in my head and never return.

those places are not what everyone likes. they are fucked up places, too fucked to even think about living there.
 
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