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Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
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So often we hear people saying it's for their best to intervene.
But was it ?

Why is nobody talking about the statics of people who say being in a psych ward didn't help ?

Why isn't anyone talking about the way even an attempt at a kinder intervention can leave lasting scars ?

Why don't we question how far is too far ?

Why don't we talk about how we would see the measures used there if it was another situation ?

If in any other situation would you say it's okay to make someone remove their clothes ?

Whether through force or the horrible truth that they aren't going to give you a damn choice ?
That they will force it .

I want to scream why .
I want to scream why do I have to live with those mental scars now .

I want to scream you didn't see the past damage done anyway.

I want to tell you I wish to erase those nights I screamed without a sound .
I want to wipe out all the tears cried out of your site.

I want to tell you I hate what you're making me
Live with now that the chains have broken and some of the memories flood .
Try to drag me beneath the undertow .

I want to tell you that now when it's serious and I crave a true choice so very much. I won't seek help in some ways because of this past .

Because if anything is certain it's that I'd rather be dead than back in the hell you made .
 
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