WhiskeySolstice
Tired
- Feb 26, 2025
- 37
Thinking that the people in my life deserve to be able to heal as fast as possible. I know once they heal, they'll realise what a weight has lifted off their shoulders without having to deal with me everyday.
I'm considering trying to find a way to make them a safety net for one another, and eventually, I guess I should either phase myself out or something to make sure it might be less painful for them when I go, since they won't have been as used to having me around.
I feel like it'll be a lonely way to go, slowly cutting myself off like that, but it's ultimately the best for everyone who will be left behind. Im still searching for my most ideal method anyways, so I have plenty of (painful) time before I'm gonna get anywhere meaningful in terms of exit progress.
If anyone knows any ways to try and build some more security for them while I'm here to ensure the easiest transition for them, lemme know!
(Pls don't just tell me "it won't be easy, you can't control how they feel" because I know it won't, and I know I can't, but I can damn well influence it and try to leave them as well-equipped as possible)
I'm considering trying to find a way to make them a safety net for one another, and eventually, I guess I should either phase myself out or something to make sure it might be less painful for them when I go, since they won't have been as used to having me around.
I feel like it'll be a lonely way to go, slowly cutting myself off like that, but it's ultimately the best for everyone who will be left behind. Im still searching for my most ideal method anyways, so I have plenty of (painful) time before I'm gonna get anywhere meaningful in terms of exit progress.
If anyone knows any ways to try and build some more security for them while I'm here to ensure the easiest transition for them, lemme know!
(Pls don't just tell me "it won't be easy, you can't control how they feel" because I know it won't, and I know I can't, but I can damn well influence it and try to leave them as well-equipped as possible)
