Venting Loosing my shit

[Qua]

Everything that could stress me out, is stressing me out. Everything that could go wrong, is going wrong. Problems are coming full force on me from every single possible direction and I genuinely can't take it anymore. I'm falling into different addictions, looking for a way out, a way to ease the pain.

But nothing is working, everything reminds me of just how miserable I am. And why am I harming myself further? Why can't I find a healthy coping mechanism instead of drowning my problems in alcohol, self harming and smoking? Soon I myself will drown and I honestly hope for it.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Same, I can't stand it anymore.

 

[kufajoy]

Once it starts it's hard to feel better again. Hope you find peace.