Pessimist
Mage
- May 5, 2021
- 598
I live with my parents, so I have to wait for a day when they go to a trip and will not be at home. I will CTB when I will have a chance.
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puppet_nihilist
cogito, ergo sum
- Jan 8, 2021
- 227
puppet_nihilist
cogito, ergo sum
- Jan 8, 2021
- 227
I feel stressed from the irrational fear that partial will fail me, gun seems pretty failsafe, I hope it's peaceful too though. I just need more confidence, then I won't have to suffer anymore.
MewtwoIsAlive
Suffering
- Jul 11, 2020
- 226
Pessimist
Mage
- May 5, 2021
- 598
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,939
I'm in the exact same situation, most methods require a long time left alone to be successful. It really is hard to die, I wish I could just fall into an eternal sleep.
I know what that feels like.
Just plan things carefully so as not to do anything impulsively and fail just because they were not there.
Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.
Hugs,
Matt
Just plan things carefully so as not to do anything impulsively and fail just because they were not there.
Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.
Hugs,
Matt
Pessimist
Mage
- May 5, 2021
- 598
I might commit suicide this Tuesday, I will be alone at home. I just have to make sure that I know how to tie a slip knot and a snuggle hitch. I am not sure if I am emotionally prepared. I hope that it will work.
P.S I'm not a native English speaker, sorry if my English sucks. lol
