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Suspect_Device

Student
Jul 10, 2022
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I moved back to my mom's to go back to school four years ago. That's right when all my physical pain started. I never even really unpacked and my room is stacked with cardboard boxes full of bullshit and my clothes are scattered in piles on the floor. On a mattress with no bedsheets. I am the textbook definition of a pathetic loser and my neck is screaming in pain. Really wish I just had a gun so I could end myself.
 
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Soupster

Soupster

Chasing dreams, catching nightmares
Aug 14, 2024
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Chronic, untreatable, physical pain is absolutely atrocious. I am sorry you are experiencing it and it's impacting your life so significantly. I truly hope you are able to get the care you need. Let us know how we can support you.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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I have chronic headaches, neck pain and upper back pain due to an accident I should not have survived, so I know EXACTLY how you feel. My heart breaks for you.
 
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bestroper

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Feb 18, 2023
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I have chronic pain and I 100% agree with u.
I desperately want ctb and hopefully get out soon
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must be really horrible, it's so dreadful to me how a human can suffer so much with no limit as to how much agony they can feel. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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