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Artemus

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Aug 4, 2022
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I believe that I am now severely traumatized and want to die because of dumb shit. Which is really sad knowing how easily my life could have been prevented from getting all screwed up.
 
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rottencore

rottencore

i should have stayed in bed
Nov 4, 2025
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I can kinda relate to this atm, it's really not great. For me it feels like something I could have so easily avoided too and I didn't and it just sucks.
Do you maybe want to talk about what happened? If that would help?
 
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Artemus

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Aug 4, 2022
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I can kinda relate to this atm, it's really not great. For me it feels like something I could have so easily avoided too and I didn't and it just sucks.
Do you maybe want to talk about what happened? If that would help?
Well one of the main reasons I am depressed is because I chose a major with most job opportunities requiring someone not autistic unlike me, also in my major most of what I learned is academic and now I cannot get a job.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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We can ruin things so easily. I think of how much I had going for me when I was younger and I want to scream. Strength, health--it's so unspeakably valuable!

I think of my youth as fuel. I spilled it and burned it up in the parking lot. None of it got into the engine where it could do something.
 

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