Venting life is so meaningless

[jes7ter]

my life is geniuinely so meaningless i dont see a point in doing anything
id try to do at least something remotely productive and i end up doing nothing, because its just pointless to me
lately i find myself wanting to get better but i know its impossible for me
i cant even look at other people im so jealous of what they have, just the pure bliss of being able to live knowing it has no meaning and be content with it
what hurts most is that when i die ill leave no trace and will be completely forgotten
ive come to accept my pointless life but it hurts that my death will be just as pointless
but i deserve nothing more than to live and die alone

 

[fishperson]

my life is geniuinely so meaningless i dont see a point in doing anything
id try to do at least something remotely productive and i end up doing nothing, because its just pointless to me
lately i find myself wanting to get better but i know its impossible for me
i cant even look at other people im so jealous of what they have, just the pure bliss of being able to live knowing it has no meaning and be content with it
what hurts most is that when i die ill leave no trace and will be completely forgotten
ive come to accept my pointless life but it hurts that my death will be just as pointless
but i deserve nothing more than to live and die alone

yep , my first attempt made me realize how insignificant im. nothing cares about us , like a fart in the wind LOL

 

[jes7ter]

yep , my first attempt made me realize how insignificant im. nothing cares about us , like a fart in the wind LOL

ok fart in the wind made me laugh ngl
powerful analogy

 

[fishperson]

ok fart in the wind made me laugh ngl
powerful analogy

made the jester themselves laugh , lets goo <3

 

[niki wonoto]

the insignificance of everything we do makes me depressed too. it all just feels so pointless.

 

[itsgone2]

would it feel better if you worked a job that felt meaningful?

I'm asking this in general, not specifically back to OP

If you were a nurse or firefighter or something that felt like it had importance in the community would life be better?

I feel like I made terrible career choices and wondering if something in these areas would have made me feel better