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plzoffme
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- Jun 30, 2025
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It feels like life is one rigged game and most people are walking around in a trance just waiting to die. Work,Home,eat,sleep,repeat till you are old and broken then you get too live out the rest of your years sitting in a rocker watching TV. Everybody repeats the same slogans and sayings like, oh it gets better or its just life and you have to accept it! Fuck that! i refuse to be a slave for the next 30-40 years. I also have BPD which there is no cure for. they just hand you med after med with negitive side effects. People distract themselves with food or enetertainment to avoid the truth of life. Its so insane being so aware yet, people are walking around like robots repeating the same shit. I just can't do this anymore, i tried to make things work but again and again i get sucked back into depression and losing focus. I just want to be free from this body and society. All the shit people distract themselves with i have no interest in anymore, its like its all an illusion. I suppose this is a rant so if anybody reads this maybe you can relate. It sucks you have to kiss ass to get anywhere today. You have to be someone you are not to get things or keep a job. I am planning on ending in in Aug via 9MM to the head at the park.