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macaroni2445

macaroni
Dec 28, 2025
9
everybody says that it's such a miracle that we're born. Born into what? I guess life is good for some people, but that's just not how it is for others. my life is miserable and i have no will to continue
 
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Lostandlooking

In limbo
Jul 23, 2020
481
I don't get it either. I guess some people are less affected by the negative stuff, maybe that's the way a human is supposed to function. And most normal people probably experience joy and happiness on a regular basis. Even awe and wonder. For some though, life is just a big slog. Or an extremely painful ordeal. I feel broken.
 
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macaroni2445

macaroni
Dec 28, 2025
9
I don't get it either. I guess some people are less affected by the negative stuff, maybe that's the way a human is supposed to function. And most normal people probably experience joy and happiness on a regular basis. Even awe and wonder. For some though, life is just a big slog. Or an extremely painful ordeal. I feel broken.
genuinely cannot imagine feeling joy and happiness on a regular basis. I wonder how everyone else does it
 
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lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
356
life is hell, nothing more. I would be happy to give this "gift" to someone else
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,008
I understand, and I find it disgusting when people act like something as evil and torturous as existence is something positive, I see it as the most terrible, undeserved punishment to suffer in this existence and it's just so horrific to me how humans cause all this harm, suffering and cruelty by so tragically imposing this existence.

All that existence does is just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing is endless, all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, there truly is so much evil in this existence where existing beings are tortured so much all for the sake of it, to me existence truly is a terrible mistake, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
 
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PartyDress

New Member
Jan 14, 2026
4
Agreed. Every night I just get sick with worry. Just all alone by myself until I work the next day. I can barely play guitar, read, or play games anymore because I'm so miserable. And now I'm sober from alcohol, so I can't calm my mind. Just miserable.
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

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Dec 10, 2025
345
life is the most miserable gift i ever got
 
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