Life is a fate worse than death for the weak

[LetMeOut67]

At this time of year I'm seeing people get nice holidays abroad.
That's another thing I've largely missed out on, as my last foreign today was decades ago. Some people don't get ANY holidays.
I've not even had one in my own country for years.
If you find it impossible to engage with society or are rejected by society , and don't (CAN'T) fit in, if my experience is anything to go by your life is going to be utter fucking hell.
You'll miss out on many things that people you knew or grew up with take for granted. Family, career, holidays, nights out etc. etc.
(Heck even some people who get these things still wanna CTB.)
And thanks to the internet you'll be informed in great detail what you've been deprived of.
Nobody asks to be dragged into this nightmare that some are destined to be nothing but victimised by. With society being as broken and atomised as it is, not only will you lose at life, you'll probably have to stick it out alone as traditional family and neighbourhood ties disintegrate.
That's why the authorities should legalise voluntary assisted euthanasia for people who do not want to be here, have suffered greatly for years and who shouldn't have to resort to violent methods of exit that may fail or deeply impact other people (like train drivers)
If relatives of unfortunates like us truly loved us they'd accept our decisions which are not taken lightly.

 

[LetMeOut67]

I'll use this thread to vent

 

[wham311]

More people are effected negatively by suicide and the idea of losing loved ones than are people who would like to ctb, we're not gonna see it legalized

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

I don't get reminded of what I've been deprived when looking on the internet, quite the opposite, I get so mad, so mad because the status quo, the activities, the things that humans do and want to do are not compatible with me, no matter what I do, I can never fit into this world, not because I can't get good at what others do, but because what others consider valuable and what others consider worth doing doesn't allign at all with me. I can shoot as much drugs in me as I want to get dopamine, I don't care for that. I don't want this life, I don't want this kind of body, I don't want this kind of intelligence, if it comes with this body of flesh and a dumb brain I don't want it.

I agree with what you typed, they don't care about us, they care about the idea of us being here and not being dead because if we'd be dead they'd be sad, it's that simple, their emotions govern them 10000% of the time and they can't be sad, how could they, they aren't even sad because they put themselves in our shoes, that's the ironic part, at least if they'd be able to put themselves in my shoes I'd understand but they just don't want to see me be dead because their brain will trigger an adverse reaction of chemicals that'll make them "sad".

 

[LetMeOut67]

I see life as an immense, immense burden.
I've lived a long time (over fifty years)
The world is truly fuckin awful now and now more than ever is only suited to the genetically lucky , the ruthless, the evil, the thick skinned, the plain superior.
I cannot compete with these people on any level at all.
I've been through too much to recover. I'd need a lobotomy to get rid of my trauma and depression never mind electric shock treatment.

 

[LetMeOut67]

Please god fucking kill me

 

[LetMeOut67]

Please god kill me.