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intintint

intintint

don't listen to her she's crazy
Feb 5, 2025
25
Don't you ever feel trapped? like you're suffocating? Like trapped in your own life, and you can't get out? Death feels so reassuring in comparison!
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,931
Yep, as I literally can't die from lack of effective methods so i am forced to deal with whatever pain I experience with no way out. I just want guaranteed safety of death but instead I have to worry whatever life gives me.

Life to me really feels like a prison sentence for a crime i didn't commit (being my parents having me) and now I have to do the wait time (natural death) or try to escape the prison (suicide)
 
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mashtheme

New Member
Jul 6, 2025
1
Its a nice reprieve. Sadly dying is as hard as living
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
187
Im too weak and also too tired of trying to CTB. Life just feels hollow, even if i enjoy things in my life i didnt chose to be born and i wish i was never born.
 
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StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
205
I was forced to be here in the first place. It definitely feels like a cage that I was suddenly forced to stay in. It's funny how not only was I brought here without my consent, but I am also constantly threatened with decay and risk.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Student
May 7, 2025
190
It feels like only saints and psychopaths can possibly survive this hellscape
 
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wham311

Paragon
Mar 1, 2025
925
I am so FICKIGN LIVID that I was put into this place without my fucking consent and NO ONE will help you grt the fuck out of here, I ahe an ENTIRE FUCKIJG LIFETIME OF SUFFERING THANKS TO YOU YIU ABSOLUTE FUCKING ASSHOLES

I did NOT CHOOSE HOW MY FUCKING BRAIN WORKS OR ANY OF THIS SHIT I WANT THE FUCK OUT
 
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kitkat9234

Experienced
Nov 27, 2024
252
I feel the same exact way. Trapped. I have no one and feel like I'm in solitary confinement. It's awful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,645
I really understand, I also feel so trapped in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to cease existing peacefully, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to be gone. I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily burdened with this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel destined to decay and die anyway, existence really is an abomination to me that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'd just never wish to exist no matter what, all I want is to never suffer again.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,810
It doesn't feel like a prison, it is.
 
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5_5

5_5

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Jun 15, 2025
29
yeah. but im too scared to ctb. it's really unfair
 
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Daniel_79

Daniel_79

New Member
Jun 29, 2025
3
Worse than prison I reckon. At least if you're in prison you know why you're there and accept your punishment. I didn't commit any crime yet I'm still being punished
 
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wham311

Paragon
Mar 1, 2025
925
Worse than prison I reckon. At least if you're in prison you know why you're there and accept your punishment. I didn't commit any crime yet I'm still being punished
Prisoners have it worse because they deal with the guilt of what they've done too
 

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