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Iwouldratherdie

Iwouldratherdie

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Mar 31, 2020
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I currently have my charcoal grill in the car with glowing briquettes inside it has been in there for at least an hour. im Still unsure if I should go in after it builds up and the briquettes are still glowing or do I (go in right when I put the grill in. Also I'm really scared if I don't do this right will I end up like a human vegetable?
 
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danilion

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Nov 24, 2019
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Did you figure out what you were going to do?
 
Iwouldratherdie

Iwouldratherdie

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Mar 31, 2020
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You still here?
Yes I'm still here I did everything right and then I waited about 45 minutes and got scared that I would pass out instantly. I did it again the next morning i lit the chimney starter in the rain then a bunch of smoke filled the car. I didn't wait long enough and the seat burned a little. My dad saw the smoke and told my mom and my mom told my brother. My brother suggested I was trying to kill myself. I was honestly using it as a heat source too. It makes me angry that I have to worry about an ambulance being called because I chose to kill myself. I'm going to try again soon, I can only hope nobody calls an ambulance.
Did you figure out what you were going to do?
Trying again soon. Wish me luck that nobody cares about calling an ambulance. I've already had enough evals at the mental hospital i don't want or need to go there.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
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Yes I'm still here I did everything right and then I waited about 45 minutes and got scared that I would pass out instantly.
Not patronizing you but Isn't that the goal?
 
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Yes I'm still here I did everything right and then I waited about 45 minutes and got scared that I would pass out instantly. I did it again the next morning i lit the chimney starter in the rain then a bunch of smoke filled the car. I didn't wait long enough and the seat burned a little. My dad saw the smoke and told my mom and my mom told my brother. My brother suggested I was trying to kill myself. I was honestly using it as a heat source too. It makes me angry that I have to worry about an ambulance being called because I chose to kill myself. I'm going to try again soon, I can only hope nobody calls an ambulance.

Trying again soon. Wish me luck that nobody cares about calling an ambulance. I've already had enough evals at the mental hospital i don't want or need to go there.
Best of luck with your journey, sorry you're having such troubles.
 

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