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Butterfly-death

Butterfly-death

Member
Apr 5, 2024
14
I can't stop crying I want to die so bad, more than anything. I hate myself and my life so much it hurts. I hate suffering please make it stop.
 
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Roseate

Mage
Mar 24, 2021
547
That sounds awful. What's going on? If you don't mind me asking.
 
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Nightfoot

Mage
Aug 7, 2025
549
I'm sorry you're suffering so badly. I can't think of a reason why self hatred would be appropriate or necessary, but I've dealt with self hated, too, due to trauma so I get it.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,066
I just wish to be free from all the suffering in this torturous existence as well, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 

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