Discussion Leaving something behind

[celestialstarzz]

Is anyone worried about leaving behind something when they CTB? I'm worried about my cat. Even if I leave her with family, I'm worried she won't be as happy and comfortable as before. I know that when I CTB I want to be away from her, so if paramedics come she won't be scared. I think she's the only thing holding me back from it.

 

[LukaParrot]

I'm worried too.... leaving my birds.... having pets helps but if you deeper in depression like me, it's not enough to save us.

If you wanna talk, vent, put the garbage out.... feel free to do it. It's not going to solve anything but after sharing your burden, someone can give to you a different perperctive.

 

[JustHere1]

I rehomed my lizards and toad in preparation for my CTB. It was the hardest decision of my life and I am grieving. It is the right thing to do when you are sure.

 

[celestialstarzz]

I rehomed my lizards and toad in preparation for my CTB. It was the hardest decision of my life and I am grieving. It is the right thing to do when you are sure.

I'm so sorry you had to make that decision :( I hope you get the peace you're looking for

I'm worried too.... leaving my birds.... having pets helps but if you deeper in depression like me, it's not enough to save us.

If you wanna talk, vent, put the garbage out.... feel free to do it. It's not going to solve anything but after sharing your burden, someone can give to you a different perperctive.

I really appreciate it. I'm sorry you had to make that decision, even if it's to find peace for yourself.

 

[shrizoid]

Is anyone worried about leaving behind something when they CTB? I'm worried about my cat. Even if I leave her with family, I'm worried she won't be as happy and comfortable as before. I know that when I CTB I want to be away from her, so if paramedics come she won't be scared. I think she's the only thing holding me back from it.

Not at all, I have 0 care about whatever I may leave behind, some people would probably be better off in all honesty and I'm sure things will work themselves out regardless

 

[HelloDarkness25]

Is anyone worried about leaving behind something when they CTB? I'm worried about my cat. Even if I leave her with family, I'm worried she won't be as happy and comfortable as before. I know that when I CTB I want to be away from her, so if paramedics come she won't be scared. I think she's the only thing holding me back from it.

Yes, I couldn't bring myself to start making plans while my cats were still alive. They depended on me and there wouldn't be anyone to take care of them if I was gone. It just didn't feel right to leave behind somebody whose existence depended on me being there, so I understand you and support you

 

[bananaolympus]

No, my dog died last year

 

[Forveleth]

Nope. I got nothing I care about. I am willing to leave it all behind to find relief.