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poisonsalad

poisonsalad

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Jun 11, 2023
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i am leaving this site. i want to pursue recovery, and even though it's comforting to be able to talk abt ctb openly on here, i don't think it's helping me.
if you know me you know that i attempt impulsively. since 2020 i haven't been able to go longer than 2 months without attempting. there have been a few close calls, but overall i've been super lucky with no lasting damage (due to calling for help immediately, in most cases).
i want to thank those i've talked to in chat. i can't mention everyone by name because i am terrible at remembering names. anyway. thank you for being you, and for being there for me and eachother. i hope everything works out for all of you, whatever road you choose. love y'all, take care.
 
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Circles

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Sep 3, 2018
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i am leaving this site. i want to pursue recovery, and even though it's comforting to be able to talk abt ctb openly on here, i don't think it's helping me.
if you know me you know that i attempt impulsively. since 2020 i haven't been able to go longer than 2 months without attempting. there have been a few close calls, but overall i've been super lucky with no lasting damage (due to calling for help immediately, in most cases).
i want to thank those i've talked to in chat. i can't mention everyone by name because i am terrible at remembering names. anyway. thank you for being you, and for being there for me and eachother. i hope everything works out for all of you, whatever road you choose. love y'all, take care.

You do what's best for you. Whatever you do I hope you find inner peace along your journey to recovery. Words are hollow when suffering hurts so much, so please take your time to heal and forgive yourself if you can little by little because it takes a long time to climb back up from the abyss. Please take care if you can, peace be with you whatever comes. ❤️
 
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Dec 19, 2023
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Good luck and I hope you find what you need/are looking for!
 

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