Sakaki Lalonde
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- Nov 10, 2025
- 6
I'm so damn tired of this life thing. I haven't had any romantic success for my entire life which sound lame as shit because it is, im lame and chopped and fat and the girl i liked for the past year that i have been slowly building a friendship with got stolen by my friend who is exponentially hotter and cooler and funnier than me a couple months before I planned to confess to her. But it's not like I had a chance anyways cause there is not a single person at my school who likes me. Bisexual, more like bi yourself lmao. My friends are stealing all my ideas and they're getting popular off of it meanwhile I'm left in the background. My school is doing a talk show hosted by my 2 friends that only exists because of an idea I had where I was the host. My music and art are all shit and I hate them. People always lie to me all the fucking time. I've been cutting for the past like 8 months but I cant tell anybody because they'll think im in it for attention. I have a therapist but she doesn't do shit at all ever and I hate her. And maybe its just the circles im in but people seem to just fucking hate black people for some reason which as a black person, doesnt give me hope for anything ever. And with AI my future job options are going to be almost completely fizzled out by the time I'm done with my portfolio. The only thing I have to look forward is the play im in but my crush and her bf are in it so that's fucking lame as well. I know this shit is lame as fuck but its affecting me hella and I have nowhere else to vent. Lowkey I only think about ctb nowadays but I dont have access to any means so like, guess im screwed. Plus I'm hella scared of death cause there's nothing after death so… make up ur mind like? I'm almost definitely gonna ctb within the next like 2 years lmao. Ummmm this is lame. 67 mango mustard 41 incelcore packgod lololol
