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thr0waway12345

thr0waway12345

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Mar 22, 2023
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don't get why they don't want me to die when i hurt them, i wish this was easy. i think they just don't want the guilt, said i became too mugh. i tried telling them i'd stop talking about my issues but they kept saying it was fine and then all of the sudden it's not fine.

im trying to get sober im going to move out of my moms im going to get surgery but i just feel so alone i have no one now.
im scared to look in the mirror my reflection scares me now and i want to fuck my reflection?? idk im so scared of me and i hate myself and love myself
i want to die i want to die i want to die i just want to get better and to hug them and to have everyone like me agaij
 
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