Just venting - think I am giving life maybe 3 or 4 more months...

[LittleJem]

Hey, so my latest medication, Moclobemide, worked for two weeks and has stopped working. This has happened before with other meds. Suicidal thoughts are back and I feel like someone is dropping bombs inside my head. Also insomnia back..

I am going to raise my dose and add a few more things - and I also have two more meds left to try. But I don't want to carry on much longer.

I think I am giving this another 3 or 4 months, then I am out of here. So I need to make sure I get on teh dark net and get Fentanyl when I have enough energy to do so - as depression is wiping me out again.

Was planning a holiday and going back to work, but knew this might not last.

Thanks for reading my vent!

 

[Polka]

Keep sharing and then at least you will get more data to work with.

I wished the pills worked for you.

 

[Neverod]

Thank you for sharing it!

Hope everything goes as planned and you find the energy to do so.
I drink 3/4 redbulls a day, that helps me get the energy i can't find otherwise, maybe it'll help?