sodalover
vocaloid to cope -- he/him
- Aug 17, 2023
- 15
my partner has been sick lately and i dont know what to do anymore
he doesnt live even remotely close to me and im hyper aware he could die if he isnt able to take his meds
im so scared eventually he wont respond and ill have to deal with him being gone and i dont think ill be able to handle that given my current state
i cant ever tell him im this scared about him dying either i dont want him to know im losing hope but im so anxious all the time now
ive been really suicidal recently but i cant bring myself to ctb while hes in pain like this
he doesnt live even remotely close to me and im hyper aware he could die if he isnt able to take his meds
im so scared eventually he wont respond and ill have to deal with him being gone and i dont think ill be able to handle that given my current state
i cant ever tell him im this scared about him dying either i dont want him to know im losing hope but im so anxious all the time now
ive been really suicidal recently but i cant bring myself to ctb while hes in pain like this
