You don't need to be scared because it's legal. But they may ask you why did you order it ? The company asked me why and I told them that it was to fade my jeans (which is true of course !). I'm so glad I can now fade my jeans properly
oh, thank you, this is actually a good excuse. i just hope that if they ask it will work in my case too, all i want to do is to dye my jeans after all
That is really hard. Losing support is really difficult. At least until you ctb, don't forget universities have plenty of social events and mental health groups/professionals to help you in the meantime.
Why sn? Personally it sounds slow but that's just one case study I read.
thank you so much.
when it comes to the method, i chose sn because the only other option that is accessible for me is partial hanging and i feel terrified by the thought of being strangled by a rope. i know that it's pretty much painless if the rope presses against your carotid arteries, but i'm afraid something would go wrong. i don't want to die in a lot of pain or end up with a brain damage.
sn is indeed slower than most methods, but i read that if it's done right you should lose consciousness pretty quickly. i also have been prescribed benzos and propanolol, which help to reduce the symptoms. i experienced a few alcohol and drugs poisonings in the past, so i hope i will be able to get through the discomfort.
i live alone, so i don't worry about anyone finding me on time. even if i had a seizure (i heard they happen) and made some noise, i doubt any of my neighbors would actually check on me.
