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the_world_is_on_fir
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- Jan 28, 2026
- 38
I just ordered my SN, from an italian source. I originnally planned to wait till this summer but i think i will try once it arrives. I think maybe 1 day or 2. I'm currently writing down my personal protocol to how to drink it and when. I was planning to leave a letter to my loved once but fuck them. I will only leave a letter saying that they all knew, and they all ignored or pretended it was all fine or got angry at me. So fuck them. There is only one person i want to leave a letter but she blocked me everywhere so i guess i have to find someone that will contact her on instagram after i'm dead or something like that. Don't know. i don't even know if I will succed. I'm spending all my days in my bed and nobody enters to check on me. i'm barely eating, i only get up to somke sigaretts or weed. So if i succed at drinking enough SN nobody will find me i hope.