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Rosebud0924

Rosebud0924

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Jul 6, 2024
15
Hi Everyone. I'm new here, and just wanted to say hello and express how grateful I am to have found this forum. I'm 48, and I've struggled with depression and anxiety my entire life, since I was a young child. I've dealt with so much throughout my nearly 50 years. I just feel so exhausted and defeated and miserable. Broken. I guess that's the best way to put it. Just alone and broken. Life feels like a punishment, and I hate waking up every day. I've thought about ctb for decades, and I'm actually surprised I've held on this long. There is so much more that I could say, but I don't know if there's any need to go further. I'm just grateful that I found a place with like-minded individuals, as I have no one in my life to discuss this with. Thank you for listening.
 
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1043169

I put the HOT in psychotic
Jul 9, 2024
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Hey welcome I'm new here too!
 
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shiyu123

shiyu123

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Jul 9, 2024
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hii welcome, I'm also new to the forum. I hope you find inner peace!
 
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a.dream.of.a.dream

a.dream.of.a.dream

Warlock
May 6, 2024
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Hi Everyone. I'm new here, and just wanted to say hello and express how grateful I am to have found this forum. I'm 48, and I've struggled with depression and anxiety my entire life, since I was a young child. I've dealt with so much throughout my nearly 50 years. I just feel so exhausted and defeated and miserable. Broken. I guess that's the best way to put it. Just alone and broken. Life feels like a punishment, and I hate waking up every day. I've thought about ctb for decades, and I'm actually surprised I've held on this long. There is so much more that I could say, but I don't know if there's any need to go further. I'm just grateful that I found a place with like-minded individuals, as I have no one in my life to discuss this with. Thank you for listening.

Hey welcome I'm new here too!
Hello and welcome.
 
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sybilsxys

sybilsxys

he / she
Jul 8, 2024
7
welcome ! <3 i am also new, i hope this place can bring you some peace of mind :heart:
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
Welcome 💕
 
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lacrimosa

Experienced
Jul 1, 2024
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Welcome to the club! Please keep your seat in an upright position during landing and takeoff and enjoy the ride! :)
 
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Theresnoescape

Theresnoescape

Student
May 29, 2024
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Hi Everyone. I'm new here, and just wanted to say hello and express how grateful I am to have found this forum. I'm 48, and I've struggled with depression and anxiety my entire life, since I was a young child. I've dealt with so much throughout my nearly 50 years. I just feel so exhausted and defeated and miserable. Broken. I guess that's the best way to put it. Just alone and broken. Life feels like a punishment, and I hate waking up every day. I've thought about ctb for decades, and I'm actually surprised I've held on this long. There is so much more that I could say, but I don't know if there's any need to go further. I'm just grateful that I found a place with like-minded individuals, as I have no one in my life to discuss this with. Thank you for listening.
Hi, I'm new also, you've just described me pretty accurately. Welcome 👋
 
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Rosebud0924

Rosebud0924

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Jul 6, 2024
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Hi, I'm new also, you've just described me pretty accurately. Welcome 👋
Thank you. Feel free to send me a message if you ever want to talk. I can't send/receive DMs yet since I'm new, but whenever it kicks in I'm here if you want to chat with someone who understands.
 
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kyhoti

kyhoti

Looking for fair winds and following seas
May 27, 2024
294
Woowee, another oldster like me. Welcome!
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
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Welcome everyone, especially to those with creaky knees 😬😆
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
337
Hi Everyone. I'm new here, and just wanted to say hello and express how grateful I am to have found this forum. I'm 48, and I've struggled with depression and anxiety my entire life, since I was a young child. I've dealt with so much throughout my nearly 50 years. I just feel so exhausted and defeated and miserable. Broken. I guess that's the best way to put it. Just alone and broken. Life feels like a punishment, and I hate waking up every day. I've thought about ctb for decades, and I'm actually surprised I've held on this long. There is so much more that I could say, but I don't know if there's any need to go further. I'm just grateful that I found a place with like-minded individuals, as I have no one in my life to discuss this with. Thank you for listening.
Welcome!
 
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