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sayire

Opened All Doors, No Sight Of Hope, Exit Door Next
Jul 1, 2023
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I do not go out that much anymore. today was different that I decided to venture out and be in the middle of July 4th festivities. It was actually good.

Fireworks were great, and the thing is I was really enjoying the fireworks and thinking of how peacefully it will be when I ctb. there was like no second of it when I was not thinking about ctb and enjoying the fireworks. I was oddly very peaceful.

I guess it is a clear sign that I am ready for my travels. need to look into booking the ticket soon...

will let you all lovey folks know when I book the ticket.

thanks for reading.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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That sounds peaceful! I wish you good luck with your plans and I hope you can fine peace & freedom! All the best!
 
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stage4johnny

Member
Jun 22, 2023
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Good luck in whatever you decide. Baby youre a firework!😅
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be a relief to feel at peace, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
when i m living a good moment, it s always for me the best time to be ready to take the bus. Dying in a bad moment is not the best for me. Strange but real.

Have a nice trip !
 
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