I’ve officially lost my mind I think

[ventingfrustrations]

I'm getting like absurdly happy whenever I think of going out early like please please please make it end sort of thing

 

[MathConspiracy]

You know, you're not alone. I know the feeling. I feel like I have no self-preservation instinct left!

 

[lawlietsph]

I was just thinking about this yesterday. I imagined the feeling if i knew for sure that i'll die in a week or so. Really let myself to feel it and suddenly I was super happy and it felt like I could move mountains. weird

I get it. you are not insane, just probably really exhausted mentally

 

[pauly369]

Thoughts of putting myself out of my misery is the only thing that makes me happy.
Sometimes it makes me feel euphoric.

 

[tiredoflife2]

It's a sense of freedom from all these obligations in life and from other people.

 

[Lo$t95]

I just wish I could hold on to that feeling of relief without the self-doubt and guilt hitting again the next day. Nighttime is so much better for calming the mind.