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Treeline589

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Dec 14, 2021
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I've been trying to recover, with as much as I want to CTB, I still have been trying. I even went to the psych ward to try to get better. I was out three days and then I find out my therapist of 6 years is terminating me. As I have said before, that therapist/client relationship was the only thing keeping me alive. I just can't deal
 
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edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
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I've been trying to recover, with as much as I want to CTB, I still have been trying. I even went to the psych ward to try to get better. I was out three days and then I find out my therapist of 6 years is terminating me. As I have said before, that therapist/client relationship was the only thing keeping me alive. I just can't deal
I'm sorry you're going through that. It seems that you have tried hard, you should be proud.
 
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Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Trying is good, I never get tired of saying don't give up without giving what is stopping you a hell of a fight first. Good luck, keep on trying day by day. Baby steps. Worked for me. I still struggle but nothing compared as before, hugs
 
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Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
234
I'm sorry you're going through that. It seems that you have tried hard, you should be proud.
Thanks. I know I'm not proud of being abandoned by my therapist. I always knew I was worthless anyhow.
 
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hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
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Any indication why your therapist is terminating you?

You are not worthless.
 
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Treeline589

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Dec 14, 2021
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He doesn't feel like his type of therapy is benefiting me anymore or some b's like that
 
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katagiri83

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Jan 4, 2022
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He doesn't feel like his type of therapy is benefiting me anymore or some b's like that
Dont be too hard on yourself. Therapists / psychiatrists in a lot of instances will close their book or drop clients based on commercial or business factors, without much consideration on the détriments that could asset on the clients. A systemic problems in the industry & it shouldn't be a reflection of you.
 
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WadeingThru

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Feb 25, 2022
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He doesn't feel like his type of therapy is benefiting me anymore or some b's like that
Did he provide a referral to someone that might provide the care you need?
 
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Treeline589

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Dec 14, 2021
234
Did he provide a referral to someone that might provide the care you need?
Um yea I guess. He's covered his bases as far as it being ethical. I'm not trusting anyone else though
 
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WadeingThru

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Feb 25, 2022
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Um yea I guess. He's covered his bases as far as it being ethical. I'm not trusting anyone else though
I understand you that. It takes me a long time to feel comfortable enough to open up. It takes time for me to trust them.
 
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Treeline589

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Dec 14, 2021
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I understand you that. It takes me a long time to feel comfortable enough to open up. It takes time for me to trust them.
I'm just done trying.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Your post made me cry for you. You are such a strong person adn to have yur mental health folks leave you is beyond my understanding, just remember that you ahve a friend in me and I care about you a lot.

One aspect of Sanctioned Suicide is all the fantastic souls here that help each other out and you are part of my everyday being here.

Lots of hugs and well wishes, my great friend.

Walter
 
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