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femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
166
My mom and dad were horrible to me, as you mayyy know if you read my posts. I have a younger brother and it just really upsets me how much better he was treated

He was never hit! Not even once. I remember Mom beating me until I was bloody some days. She told me growing up that I was an idiot for ever wanting therapy (when I was around 12) and how im just ungrateful or whatever. And she bought him and herself therapy. I've heard her in her appointments too she just cries about how much it sucks that SHE used to hit ME and how she wishes she was better. Goddamnit they always went to his stupid fucking choir whenever I grew up with her avoiding my theatre performances as much as possible

A part of me is glad he didn't have to go through what I did. But a part of me aches so bad because I know that I would not have turned out the way I did with partially enduring so much abuse growing up. It makes me hate him in a way (not really I think)
 
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femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
166
I haven't thought like this in like years I was just crashing the fuck out last night sorry
 
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