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Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

Student
Dec 8, 2025
136
Everything suddenly feels okay, you don't feel as bad. Death shouldn't feel this comforting. But that's just what happens when life doesn't provide you with what you desire most.

It's crazy to think how far gone I am from the average person mentally, the average person hardly ever thinks about death outside of rare occasions or if someone died in the news, or someone close.

Makes sense they'd see us all as deeply mentally ill. They have not even experienced a single ant bite equivalent of the suffering most of us have. They can't conceive what it's like on the other side, where for many, death is the only way.

They wake up, they feel refreshed, happy to be alive. They get up motivated to take on the day. Everything they do, they do it with pride and respect for themselves. They live with meaning, purpose, dedication.

They wander the world with a growth mindset because they've never had that mindset broken or challenged. A happy person who's never had to suffer immensely cannot fully grasp this side of life and philosophy.
 
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Danny_05

New Member
Dec 29, 2025
4
Beautiful post, hope you'll find or already found peace:)