It's gonna be jumping I guess.

[WAITING TO DIE]

I've been thinking about various suicide methods for a long time now.
It's so unbelievably difficult finding one that suits me.
My perfect method would have been Nembutal, like it would have been for so many of us here.
Yet now I have decided that jumping is the only suitable option left for several reasons.
First: Once I go over the edge, there is no turning back, survival instinct has no power to stop me.
Second: Jumping from an elevation of approximately 530 feet, such as the highest point at beachy head means survival is almost non-existent.
Third: It is a rapid method, and needs no special equipment, or trying to source certain substances.
I plan on getting drunk, but not too drunk. Then taking a walk along the clifftop path.
I shall then take a few steps back and then blindfold myself, because I don't want to see the edge approaching when I run towards it.

 

[AllAlone]

The only fear I have with jumping is surviving the impact. Landing in the water with all your bones broken and drowning or something would be horrific. If I had a good spot that could garuntee an instant death I would probably do it too.

 

[Geist]

Man, I could never. I can almost guarantee that you will feel extreme regret the moment you're falling. I'd have to be so sedated, that I'm practictally passing out. I don't think I could consciously bring myself to jump. So many things that could go wrong too.

 

[FuneralCry]

I admire those with the bravery for this method, it sounds terrifying. I hope you eventually find true peace from all the suffering.

 

[Adamsnolife]

I've been thinking about various suicide methods for a long time now.
It's so unbelievably difficult finding one that suits me.
My perfect method would have been Nembutal, like it would have been for so many of us here.
Yet now I have decided that jumping is the only suitable option left for several reasons.
First: Once I go over the edge, there is no turning back, survival instinct has no power to stop me.
Second: Jumping from an elevation of approximately 530 feet, such as the highest point at beachy head means survival is almost non-existent.
Third: It is a rapid method, and needs no special equipment, or trying to source certain substances.
I plan on getting drunk, but not too drunk. Then taking a walk along the clifftop path.
I shall then take a few steps back and then blindfold myself, because I don't want to see the edge approaching when I run towards it.

Jumping beachy head is my main method

 

[february in alaska]

As terrifying as this method is, it was my planned method for almost the past three/four years until recently. I love the straightforwardness of it, even if it takes a whole lotta willpower. Having a good view near the beach sounds nice though. At least you get to know how it feels to fly on the way down.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

As terrifying as this method is, it was my planned method for almost the past three/four years until recently. I love the straightforwardness of it, even if it takes a whole lotta willpower. Having a good view near the beach sounds nice though. At least you get to know how it feels to fly on the way down.

Yes ! A flying human.
It will be one hell of an adrenaline rush to be sure once I've finally found the courage to leap into the unknown.

 

[Freedombus'25]

This was my method for likeeeee 4yrs? Give or take 5?
But I just can't deal woth the reality of how it will feel in those last monents. Tho I was saying to my therapist yesterday that it's a guaranteed successful method with not much prep needed. So it's def something I am still considering.

I wonder what & how much I'd need to take to like feel less adrenaline & more sedation. I feel like with the way my body is it'd just burn through the sedatives via the adrenaline.


At this point with the lack of resources I'm definitely considering it...