Story It's been a year, and I'm still here?!

[FadingSnowFake]

A whole year and I'm thinking that I just cannot do another year like this. So why am I still here? Wtf even. A year of thinking about dying, of surviving for whatever reason in this nightmare of wrongness. I feel like I need to apologise for still being here, for turning into a whiner, instead of someone saying goodbye already. Thanks for keeping up with me, and thanks for being a part of my world.

Best of luck to everyone.

 

[eternalpace]

No need to apologize... My attempt at partial hanging failed several year ago and, needless to say, I'm still here. Sometimes things don't work as planned. The past few years have helped confirm that my decision to CTB is the right one... and the time has given me an opportunity to research and select a different method that should be successful this time.