KattinKai!
KrazyKat
- Nov 9, 2025
- 58
I haven't been posting much. Truth is, I've been trying to feel comfortable in my body and hang out with my girlfriend to try and continue living, but then, I'm reminded of everything I went through, and I'll go through more knowing I'm actually a demi-man. So I've decided. I'll try to get a handgun somewhere after New Year. Whether it's in January or not is up for debate, but I need a handgun. I want to shoot those thoughts out of my brain before I get into a mental institute because I find myself having more increasingly violent urges with each day passing, and we can't have me roaming as a danger, can we? I'm a danger to everyone anyways. And myself. So I'll fix that. I just need to get a gun, however, and learn how to work it. I'll likely save up for one, or something, and then put it under my chin, and boom! I'm done living my pathetic existence in which I get hurt and hurt others. I've finally come to terms with the fact I want to die, and will be planning to. I'll overshare my thoughts more in the future though, maybe try drawing and singing.
