It's a weird time to be trying to figure out a method. I really dont want to try and take a space in hospital if i fail.

[lemohemo]

I had planned on taking a case and getting the money for euthanaisa. That usually would take 2 to 3 years and now i have to add another year onto.

I had scoped out famous cliffs in my country a week before we went into lockdown and was ready to go back after i finished getting my affairs in order. However its on the opposite side of the country so with quarantine i cant get there.

My back up was SN which is sold out, i had stocked some of the accompanying meds.

I saw the 15mm rope in the supermarket the past few weeks im heading out picking up meds and hope to pick it up.
I'm not 100% on hanging but think ill play a bit to see if i can get use to it.

Are any of yous starting to panic about how limited your options options are becoming?

 

[faust]

It would be better not to hurry up.
Right now my 3 methods - primary, secondary, emergency are gone.
I can only prepare for the second, but cannot do it because we are on lockdown.
N is not even worth to mention. No job, no money, no tickets to another continent and not too much time left.
So yes, options now are very limited.
Cannot do anything at home, I do not live alone.
Should leave in June or July, August is the worst-case scenario.

 

[akrasia]

this pandemic is dreadful, it ruined so many things.
if your not sure about hanging maybe do more research and be prepare. there's no need to rush if you want to succeed.
i wish u the best

 

[thirdwitch]

I know; the only alcohol I have access to right now is wine. I can't get to the liquor store because of the lockdown, and I don't know if the wine will be strong enough to help the pills along.

 

[calendulo]

Are any of yous starting to panic about how limited your options options are becoming?

I am not exactly starting to panic, but yes I am starting to worry too much about any kind of failure, Coronacrap is a real problem, especially about survival instinct. It is so hard to kill yourself at this point.

An offtopic. as you said yous, i have a curiosity. Yous is a typo or you are using the Geordie english dialect, there is a columnist of The Guardian I use to be read him every day and he always write yous instead of you. And I did a little research and I had noticed that form is an english dialect. Sorry if you bothered, just curiosity.

 

[lemohemo]

I know; the only alcohol I have access to right now is wine. I can't get to the liquor store because of the lockdown, and I don't know if the wine will be strong enough to help the pills along.

Thats a real tough one to be in needing something that is so easily accessable usually.

It would be better not to hurry up.
Right now my 3 methods - primary, secondary, emergency are gone.
I can only prepare for the second, but cannot do it because we are on lockdown.
N is not even worth to mention. No job, no money, no tickets to another continent and not too much time left.
So yes, options now are very limited.
Cannot do anything at home, I do not live alone.
Should leave in June or July, August is the worst-case scenario.

I honestly think some of the best advice on this the whole wait Just wait until it everything seems right

I am not exactly starting to panic, but yes I am starting to worry too much about any kind of failure, Coronacrap is a real problem, especially about survival instinct. It is so hard to kill yourself at this point.

An offtopic. as you said yous, i have a curiosity. Yous is a typo or you are using the Geordie english dialect, there is a columnist of The Guardian I use to be read him every day and he always write yous instead of you. And I did a little research and I had noticed that form is an english dialect. Sorry if you bothered, just curiosity.

Im not from an England and yous wouldnt be part of a local dialect i just find i over use ye so tried a new spin on things. Interesting observation though.

Just goggled and seen that there is a correct spelling for it is youse using it the way i did

 

[SleeplessSoul]

I'm just trying to encourage myself to be patient. Everyone was stockpiling stuff so I couldn't get anything and I wouldn't want to do anything now and put a strain on the NHS if I didn't succeed/wimped out.